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| Got another job biatches yessssssssssssssss! Gona meet all kinds of cool peeps at the mall now someone teach me how to drive a damn stick. | | |
| I got to talk to my brother a little while ago. I haven't talked to him in over a year, I haven't seen him in four or five years. It was really great to hear from him again I really miss him. We had no clue if he was alive or what was going on because we hadnt heard from him in so long. I spent like an hour and a half on the phone catching up and talking about old times. He was crying because he was depressed about how his life was going and because he misses us but cant come visit us because he can't leave the state for legal reasons. That made me cry too. But i really miss him. I wish we could see each other more often. I'm gona try and visit him and send him mail and stuff. And soon all his legal shit will be paid off and things will be better for him. He said he could sit on the phone forever with me and not get bored which is weird cuz he left home when i was nine and being that hes ten years older than me we never really got to know each other. We were always just brother and sister because I was only a kid, but now that I am older and have gone through more I can talk to him about things and he can relate. We've gone through the same things. We are friends now too and I can't wait to visit him, It would be nice to go before school. We will see how things go. But it seriously feels like a huge relief to know hes alive and doing ok. All of u who have sibblings who live with u have should feel lucky, cuz most of you don't know what its like to lose touch with family for so long. And for those of you who have lost touch then u can relate to me.
Well my dad comes back tomorrow afternoon. Damn it. I enjoyed these two weeks. They went by way too frickin fast. Soon school isnt gona start and I havent even registered yet. I'm thinking about going to harbor for a semester because of the fee problem I have at el co right now. We'll see, plus harbor is down the street from my house and since its all based on me getting my license I might be safer choosing harbor right now.
Oh yeah, I called in sick today, I was supposed to work 10:30- 6 and I stayed home. Whatever tho I needed it cuz I slept til 1. Later. | | |
| Ha I don't have time for this thing but oh well here goes.
So my dad left town on the 20th and he won't be back til august 1st , good times for sure. I already had one kickback where i got wayyyyy to drunk. Next time it will be less people, like maybe scp and ya i duno. I've been working a shit load, makes me feel old and boring, but I like the money and thats what makes its all worth while.
I have these periods of time when either I'm extremely happy or sad. If i'm with my friends I'm the fucking happiest ever but when I'm alone its just like blah. I<3gtgscp.
Well the boys situation haha, how do i even begin to explain it. I guess I'm in a bit of a tangle u could say. People may say I have all these boys, but I'm still single so I'm doing something wrong if none of them want to be with me.
Anyways, I don't have to much time to update this thing, and I'm pretty sure only one person will read this. Wutever, let me know when u want the next update.
In the words of a certain someone named chris "peace out" | | |
| Sometimes I set myself up for disappointment. I duno, do I expect to much from people or am I being selfish,or is it the other people letting me down? People in my life continue to let me down over and over again, I need to just let them go already. I duno wut is wrong with me today. I had a perfectly good morning and things went downhill from there. I feel kinda bummed and down right now and i don't even understand y except that a person let me down again. And I let that person know, Im not letting it happen anymore because I'm sick of being let down. Its done, over finish, I promise myself this is the last time, I swear, I swear this is the last time, this is the last time. | | |
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